Friday, November 28, 2008 @ 11:36 PM
Tuesday, November 25, 2008 @ 10:00 PM
1 YEAR darling we hav gone through a lot of hard time tgt ;) and i know we will hav a good future becoz GOD is indeed faithful and HE bliss us always. I hope we will not qurrel so often again like before, becoz it's really hurt` I hope both of us will become more gentle ,and learn respect each other more. Hope we will hav a break through too* u hav given me a lot of precious memories and u support me always. love you Dont fall sick , rest well ok? hope u can do well in school works and the test I miss Asia conference:) it was really a great time and experience. I hav learnt a lot and i really be impacted by the great men of GOD , the ppl was on fire and the praise and worship was indeed powerful. yea , i felt really tired during these five days , but still thanks God for this awesome experience . I will do better in the next asia conference .and i will not give up and be lazy anymore! I will do better next time.
hohoho
Thursday, November 20, 2008 @ 12:04 AM
ps.READ! 19/11 Finally i am back. what a tiring day. today i read a book called THE ROAD OF LOST INNOCENCE. it is well-written real life story.It is abt the life of girls and women in Cambodia. Girls as young as five are sold into prostitution every day. Girls are treated no better than unpaid servants , ppl rape ,beat and abuse them. I was shooked and seriously ,my heart broke after i read that.i hav no idea why some ppl can treat other human in such a way. ppl do not trust each other in cambodia , not even hav a singel friend in their life, becoz they believe ppl may betray or even destroy their life. U may think this doesnt make sense , but this is true in their life, especially women. The bullies do not realize what they are doing , they do not know their fault , they do not think of the women's feeling before they sold them into the brothel! WHY. it is terrible! why there are still so many ppl suffering? why there r so many people who live in a city, a perfect family are 'blind' and do not know there are still so many ppl are in need? why people who are fortunate do not treasure what they have? there are dislike, avoid , disrespectful or all kind of complain . Why people juz cannot open up their eyes? Some people keep complaining abt their family , this or that , parents do not give them freedom, brothers bully them ,sisters are troublesome or whatever. Some people keep complaining abt their love one, she is not caring , he is terrible , he is childish , she is retarded..blablabla..CAN'T U C ..CAN'T U THINK? DO U KNOW U R VERY LUCKY AND BLISS? Some parents throw their babies away , leave the children outside.Some children abandon the elderly. i bet their heart hav gone and emptied. i may be foolish , i may be selfish but i was touched by the story and the WORLD. okay , anw today was the 1st day of aisa conference which held in city harvest chuch. hoooohoo!the sevice was pretty good and the praise & worship time was touching too. yes , we hav to impact the world , impact the marketplace ,BE THE SALT AND LIGHT. do ur best in everything , commit ur life , ur love one , ur study , ur work into GOD's hand. if u hav tried ur best , God will do the rest. do not worry , do not panic when exams are coming, do not get angry when problems come. why can't everyone live in joy always? yes, there will be trouble, sadness , there may hav a valley in front of u, and u may feel lost , this is life , but do u know this may be a turning point of ur life , a solution of ur problem, wisdom, new strength to face the world? do not blame. Cry to ur love one. cry to the one who care for u . Respect other as how ppl hav respected u , love other as how GOD has loved us. everyone has talent, everyone is equal , everyone hav the rights to face the world reach out to the people who r in need , do not think this is a waste of time , it is not. it can make ur life more meaningful , every singel coin , every singel action , accompany can change their life. these r some of the pics i took today.haha
Monday, November 17, 2008 @ 10:20 PM
OH MAMA! finally i bought my cute camera!i am flying~ so cute but a bit fat!
Friday, November 14, 2008 @ 11:08 PM
okay , everything was turned upside down again. i dont give a damn and i give up now. yes , i know i made mistakes too , i know i am not perfect too ..OBVIOUSLY`I KNEW IT. but i can admit that i didnt treat u in this way , like how u treated me. Sometimes everything seems alright, at the beginning, everything was meaningful and i didnt feel hurt , although sometimes there was , i would endure as much as possible ,because there was protection and i felt secured. However , after so many times and it was like until now?..this kind of things keep repeating and repeating ,and i know it wont stop. everyone needs time to change , i need time too. i am not the person who nourish hatred. I AM TIRED AND SICK OF IT. all the distrust, all the past , it sucks..totally! did u ever think of my feeling?u said i am selfish, then u? did u ever spare a thought of me? did u ever respect me? u asked me y i change , y i am so horrible to u now..u think i like it? u think i like to treat u in this way? becoz i scared, i dun feel like respecting u anymore and i know i would get hurt again. i know i hav to trust u and i really do . i am juz a normal human who came from a foreign country, i need to feel secure , i need someone to protect me and give me some love as my family and my childhood friends are not around. sometimes when we were tgt, outing ,i treasure that time , i love it and it was great. anw , y u hav to angry when i was in bad mood, i am a normal human , i hav mood and emotion. cant u juz keep quite or humour me juz for awhile? it is not difficult right? not everytimes people hav to listen to u , u hav to listen to others too , u hav to respect others too. u said u need to hav ur own privacy, at that point of time,honestly i really wanted to slap u.it's u r the one who quarrel with me becoz i said i need my own privacy before and yes , i nvr & ever keep things to myself NOW. i am not complaining or wadever , becoz i know i am not perfect and sometimes i might hurt u too .but i am juz telling u abt my feeling. if u dun believe , i hav nth to say and i dun talk to u anymore. y u hav to be so nice to me at the beginning , sometimes i would ask myself , r u fack at that time and juz wan to get my attention ?i really dunno , i hope it's not. do u ever think we had spent lesser and lesser time tgt ? on phone? outing?yea , sch works made us busy and stress , but i dont think u r so busy that u even dun hav the time to tell me that u hav alr dismissed from sch. There r happiness, sadness, disappointment..up and down..yea , this is life. EVERYBODY LAUGH
Tuesday, November 11, 2008 @ 10:51 PM
Today was a tiring day, went to school in the early morning for my bloody chinese paper. I had used up all my brain cell for the compo anw. Nathalie , Ivy ,xiao yue and me went to dance juz now , quite fun , i was like nvr dance for almost 1 year? haha. anw , i still love modern dance more becoz i learnt it since kindergarten? LOL. okay , so the lesson was fun but a bit tiring. OMG. I AM GOING BACK TO HK IN 17 DAYS TIME! so happy mama. i can meet my family except my dad ,friends and i can go shopping! YEA . I MUST GET THIS! IT IS SO CUTE ! cute right? and it is not expensive too! haha , so happy , thanks DAD.
Friday, November 7, 2008 @ 6:02 PM
Very down..becoz of quiet a lot of reasons.. I juz dun hav mood and energy to do anything, even the things i wish to do very much.These few days I didnt feel happy at all . Late for school everyday, could not absorb wad the teacher had taught , could not understand any singel question in my hw , complete my work reluctantly , didnt play with friends much , didnt enjoy my days, could not joke around ,could not think AND i really dunno wad's wrong with me. I hate all the stupid promises , but i'm not hate u at all ,u know who u are ;)it is very hard for me to believe all these promises again anymore , so, enough. I hate hypocrite! ass hole!! u this stupid bloody human , can u juz be smarter? u r so selfish and u nvr spare a though of everybody, stop pretending u r so great and mighty AND so friendly , especially to me ,ass! i tell u wad , u r juz so stupid and childish , go and reflect urself and c wad's wrong with ur mind , if anything wrong ,pls go c a doctor,but i think mental hospital suit u more!? i dunno who the hell can stand u ! OMG! I AM GOING TO MAD! I WANNA GO HOME
Thursday, November 6, 2008 @ 10:27 PM
知不知只需講當天當你抱緊我在那刻 動過真愛 戀愛是容易談容易淡 從來是十分花時間 明暸歷盡幾多難關 快樂過悲傷要用年月去攤還 心痛是容易煩容易慣 為何日落擔心傍晚
Tuesday, November 4, 2008 @ 8:13 PM
I realized that actually i HATE holidays, erm.. not hate, should be dislike,becoz sometimes i am lazy. it was so boring to stay at home , onlined for the whole day , did nothing, played sims for the whole day, ate although i was not hungry at all, slept, lazy to read , lazy to do my hw becoz i felt that it was a bit too early to complete them and i knew that was juz an excuse.I AM BORED MAMA. I WANNA GO SCHOOL OR LEARN STH ! maybe u would ask me y didnt i go out with my friends? simple answer- i am BROKE! omg!.. okay forget it. GOOD |
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